Summer

This has been a really boring and changing summer. I went to BC for a few days and that is when i noticed i am changing, not sure if it is for the better or for the worse though. Before summer came, i was mostly always listening to really hard metal or some screamo but, this summer, i have started listening to lighter music and rap. But mostly just eminem. Since i had a lot of time to think about stuff because of my level of boredum, i realized that i shouldn't only live my life for my friends, former friends and aquatences, i should be wrapped in with just taking care of myself and friends. So, this next school year is going to be a very dramatic with me staying away from people that i was close to last year. The reason for this isn't because i don't really like the people it is because if i go back to them, i may turn out like i was before, not just the nice caring part but the part of me that was usually sad all of the time. I dont want to live like that anymore. So maybe next year some people will end up hatting me but, i'll cope with it and maybe when i am away from some of those people, i dont have to partner up with them and get them through the school year while they sit there drawing pictures and copying.